I have spent a lot of time lately wondering if there was something wrong with me.  I watch people who have a way of speaking about their faith that left me feeling inadequate at best.  Not being one to pretend to fit in, I found myself withdrawing from conversations that centered around God.
            To come to terms with my perceived inadequacies, I started, again, from the very basics.  I believe that God created all things.  I believe He loves me and is in control of my life.  I believe His Son, Jesus Christ, died for my sins.  I believe He instilled in me certain traits, skills, and gifts that make me who I am.  I, also, believe I can not even begin to understand Him or who He truly is in his “wholeness”.
            I am awed by God.  I see his creation and am dumbfounded by the beauty of it.  I can not put that feeling into words.  I am confused by things that happen that seem unloving and unkind.  I can not simply accept them without questioning why.  I find comfort and hope in the Bible but I can not pretend I completely understand it and the history behind it.
            Does God know all of this about me?  You betcha!  Does He love me less because I am not a gifted communicator or have these questions?  Absolutely not!  I believe in the words of the song, “Just as I am….O, Lamb of God, I come.”
Monday, November 12, 2007
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